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Name: Becca
Gender: Female
Interests: everything, or at least it seems
Expertise: thinking, being myself.
Occupation: performer
Industry: Guard
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/22/2006
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This is me now
ha ha, almost a year later
and I'm almost a completely different person.
Now you might be wondering,
who is this new person??
Well hello there.
I'm Becca.
I'm 16 and I almost have my license.
Scary right? ha ha
With time comes maturity
and I'm pretty happy with were I am right now.
People ask what age do i wish to be
I tell them
16.
I'm not trying to be something I"m not anymore.
I focus on living life, really.
I'm doing really well in school.
My GPA's a 4.13
next year I'm scheduled from almost all AP classes
and I'm pretty sure I want to go to Dartmouth after high school.
I have no clue what i want to do with my life.
Some days I want to be a chief,
others I want to be a writer.
And just the other day i was in the loo and decided i might want to be a therapist.
And then there are the days where i just and to travel for the rest of my life.
I think I'd like that.
I've revisited some things from my past
and suddenly rediscovered why i moved on from them. ha ha.
I'm still going guard and I'm a lot better than i was. ha ha
I still write sometimes
but really, i can't get inspired to do more than a poem.
ha ha. I still have book ADD so i'm not sure if my book's going to be out soon.
If ever.
But my brain entertains me with all of the crazy stories it makes up
If i were to write them all down
it'd just be too much.
Life's good.
Rather more dramatic than i would like it to be
I seem to be stuck in a pile of high school bullshit lead solely on old emotions.
But i'm a teenage
so i guess it's somewhat acceptable...
even though it gets on my last nerve.
People just over think and over feel things.
That's all.
I don't have a boyfriend
big shocker. ha ha
I thought i was going to, got my first smooch.
Guy turned out to be an asshole.
Guess I should have been expecting it.
It's okay though.
He's weird anyways.
I have wayyyy more guys friends than i did last year.
ha ha.
They make my life pretty much.
I think it's because they're maturing more.
They're not fully mature, not by any means
but they're getting better.
They give me a break from all of the girls i have to deal with throughout the day
and i'm extremely thankful for that. ha ha
They're my relief of the day.
Really, after dealing with thousands of girls.women there's nothing like hanging out with 7 guys.
really. ha a
This year is going to be SO CRAZY
I just hope i can hold on to the reigns! ha ha
Even though it's crazy,
  i wouldn't have it any other way.
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I'm the comeback kid who never leaves
and who keeps on coming back.
I'm the thought in the back of your head
and I'm the breath of fresh air that you've been
dying for.[dying for]
Hiding in a daydream
a sunset
I'll leave an imprint
upon your brain
entwined with my name upon it.
hi : )
i'm really bored
and it's a gorgeous day outside
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good day
last practice of the season! woot
tylor's cool. We're going to Germany ha ha.
-.- jt is bothering me again. ug. the boys weird and lonely. not a good combo.
and i looked awesome today if i do say so myself.
ha ha. finally straightened my hair and i plan to do it again.
anyways.
life's good.
: )
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I finally found my "soul" band
soul band = a band that sooths your soul in every way.
and they're amazing.
good day.
very relaxing.
i was apprehensive though through most of it
though.
oh well.
I made a new friend
and he's pretty awesome.
Things are up.
Even though rain is down.
But that's okay,
because I dance in rain.
: )
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I'm thinking about a lot.
So this may be random...
so I'm decided I don't know how to take a compliment.
Do I say thanks?
Uh no are you kidding me?
Oh I know?
Eh.
So I just murmur thanks and don't say anything besides that.
sounds modest enough.
I dunno.
It's just awkward. Very much appreciated but awkward
It's just something I'm not used to dealing with.
So it was after we got done with our stuff in PE
and i was straightening my bangs and this girl is like going on about how she thinks I'm pretty
and i mean it was really really nice
and i like the girl
but like awkward. She got frustrated and like sigh and was just like "I'm jealous!"
uh why?
this girl was like so pretty.
It baffled me.
So after she said that I just changed the subject then walked away.
: /
Way to deal with awkward situation:::
Walk away.
ha ha.
goodness! th English language is so weird! I mean things like "awkward" and just random words and how they're spelled and said. ...It's just weird. Plus there's not enough words. either that oooooor I'm just running out of ways to describe stuff either way it's bad. ha ha GAH! I also need to get my book picture
in the next four days
whoo hoo
I"m rushed.
But i keep ending up looking like crap!
:P
I guess I'll just take it tomorrow.
I was gonna do it today
but then it got all cloudy.
Keep one hand reaching twards the sky,
keep one hand in your
pocket.
Keep one love in your heart,
keep one quote in your mind
Keep one
friend at your side,
and
keep your cd player on and up.
And brace yourself
for the
ride of your
l i
f e
++moi
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